Hey Dear Life

Uhm~~~ I dug up some of my archives today and saw this old song of mine~
I just wanna share it~
It's quite emo-ish, but I hope you like it~ enjoy ^___^

Hey Dear Life

Verse 1 (rap)

I dont even know if that image is me
Is that really the me that I'm supposed to be
The picture of a guy with no future to see
Covered with doubts which is as big as sea

I'm a wandering heart wanting some place to seat
Yet I wandered around the dark alley and street
wanting to see a light that would bring me heat
ending all up with just a pity to beat

This is the story of my life's fate
digging some love from morning till eight
hoping some change now that it's late
I dont understand until it turn to hate

Chorus:
Hey dear life, when would you bow down to me
With all these struggles, what am I suppose to see
every night, all cries oh~
hey dear life, when would you start loving me
I want you to be with me
I want to smile again, carefree~~

Verse 2: (rap)
If life or the time could just stay still
I could have known how does it really feel
Rather than misunderstanding and the feeling of ill
with all these worries about paying my bill

Glorious life is not what I'm asking
Normal life is what I'm dealing
Selling my soul with this life's gambling
But I ended with my self losing~

All I ever wanted is security
but I ended up with all impurity
Now I'm taking out my insecurity
Grooving it all out from my own diggity

Chorus:
Hey dear life, when would you bow down to me
With all these struggles, what am I suppose to see
every night, all cries oh~
hey dear life, when would you start loving me
I want you to be with me
I want to smile again, carefree~~

Hey dear life would you be with me
Dear life, Dear life~
oh~ I'm longing for you
and a single smile, carefree~